So after (not) much deliberating I’ve decided to take the plunge. To put my money where my mouth is, or rather my behavior where my mind is. I’m moving into Phase 2 so I can give the world’s first step by step account of the path to enlightenment. After much searching on the sidelines of the truth, getting glimpses of it behind all the obstructions of my beliefs, I have finally made it to the launch pad. The world will never be the same. Or it will and I will have conducted a fantastic experiment.
My aim is not to persuadeÂ those who don’t agree, but rather to provide a step by step account of what happens to believe this journey is possible, inevitable, and above all, the truth. Think of it like aÂ journal about sleep deprivation or a radical diet. But it’sÂ a limitation deprivation and a life diet.
This isn’t technically day 1.Â I was introduced to these concepts just last week by my good friendÂ and after it ignited my interest, I found all the free stuffÂ regarding “Busting Loose from the Money Game” that I could get a hold of. Even so it was difficult to get a complete picture of Richard Scheinfeld’s vision without having read the book.Â I finallyÂ got a copy of the book last night and began reading. I voraciously finished it this morning (yeah I slept in there) and decided once and for allÂ to go on what he callsÂ the great treasure hunt of Phase 2.
My Path is Unique
Since the basis of this journey is that I am the sole creator of my holographic universe -Â see my article on “Unplugging from the Matrix”Â , it may seem weird that I’m deciding to share this information with a “fake” universe and that it would be a huge waste of time. Well, firstly, see my article on “Quantum Physics and Your Friends” to see that this presupposition is and isn’t the case. And secondly, one of the missions of Phase 2 is to do what you feel compelled to do, and I feel compelled to write. So even if you are all imaginary, this is still more than worth it.
Having said that, I’m going to narrow the focus of this blog to only situations thatÂ pertain to Phase 2 vs Phase 1 thinking, application of “The Process”, and any changes that appear internally or externally.
As I said I’d been practicing the process for a little under a week now so I’ve had it memorized: experience discomfort, tell the truth about who you are (as the creator of all in this reality), reclaim power, and experience your true self. I noticed a couple of things in his book that I couldn’t glean from the cliff notes I found of a seminar of his, things that served to fill in this model of reality well.
The process doesn’t actually end at feeling infinite, although the brief feelings I’ve had are great. They are sort of a wash of well being. But here’s the test (sort of like re-multiplying to check the result after doing long division.) Re-run the external or internal trigger of the discomfort (for example, an unfavorable conversation) and see if the same emotion is provoked. If it’s lessened – success! Immediate results that the process is working!
This is similar to Anthony Robbins’ submodalities that he talks about in “Awaken the Giant Within” Many others talk about installing new beliefs to counteract old beliefs and use similar processes such as EFT tapping or Reiki, or even Yoga or meditation. Robbins’ is the most practical of the sort. He tells people to call up a bad memory and view it like you’re watching a movie. This isn’t a stretch. But then, by changing the visual and auditory nature of the movie you change your feeling about it. So to lessen an emotional trauma you can make it black and white, shrink it, or turn down the volume in your mind. Robbins does this because he presupposes that you can’t access emotions directly and must use a mind-image surrogate, much like how you can’t move theÂ arrow cursor on yourÂ computer screen without using a mouse. This is a little bit like using a sponge to sopÂ up the water that’s running out of a hose instead of…turning the hose off.
The other methods I mentioned also deal withÂ alleviating the symptoms ofÂ negative or limited beliefs like takingÂ aspirin for a headache instead of eating less sugar in the first place.Â The process on the other hand, deals with the root problem. More on this later.
A Shift in Perspective
“You supply the food and I’ll supply the perspective” says Anton Ego in “Ratatouille”. Get ready for something hard to swallow. Cause and effect as weÂ deal withÂ them inÂ Phase 1, are backwards. We believe ideas, people, and events cause the desired object of manifestation, when in reality the opposite is true. A new car instantly appears in your hologram in the future. Then that new idea in the hologram causes a rippling effect backwards through time to where you are now. This is how coincidences happen. I don’t know if I can handle the scope ofÂ whatÂ all the new things appearing and the effect of their backwards rippling is having. It may be the very reason I’m experiencing all that I am now.
I read this book at 24 which is the first time I was exposed to this idea. But my mind was primed to understand it and be willing to believe it (if I was any younger I would have thought this was a crock of shit frankly). The events that primed my mind andÂ their effects briefly are as follows:
Two months ago: Losing all my money driving across the country. This opened me up for new ideas, starting over with nothing to lose…
ThreeÂ Months ago: Reading Alan Watts book, “The Book on the Taboo of Knowing Who you Are”. I was introduced to the idea that who we are and what we experience are the same thing expressing itself in different ways.
Four months ago: Tripping on LSD at Lake Tahoe. I knew that I had to leave my hometown in California and that I must leave my past – people, experiences, and beliefs – behind to be happy.
Six Months ago: My first feature film – a lifelong dream -Â crashes and burns. I don’t finish it. This shows me that the Law of Attraction does not actually work.
One year ago: Begin first feature film with full conviction that I create my own reality using the rules of the Law of Attraction.
Three years ago: Read “Think and Grow Rich.” Watch “The Secret” and “What the Bleep:” My love affair with New Age, Metaphysical, and Self Help books begins. Begin studying the wondrous Law of Attraction.
Eight Years ago: Watch “The Matrix” I think, wow – wouldn’t it be cool if all of thisÂ world was fake and once we knew that, amazing possibilitiesÂ wouldÂ exist? A small part of it rings true with my soul.
Nine Years ago:Â I have the random thought, “There seems to be a greater pattern going on in life when I look at my past. There has to be some kind of design to this.”Â I decide to change my views from atheism to spirituality and belief in a higher power.
I’m sure I could go on and on in either direction, but it’s clear that there isÂ a pattern here that is not random and has specifically led me here. I’d also like to point out that as the pattern moves closer to it’s origination point right now, the “random” events seem to come with greater frequency.
Let’s Talk About Feelings
I’m a results oriented person. I know that’s Phase 1 speak, but it’s true. I enjoy all this time diving into contemporary and ancient spritual texts but I’d really enjoy a much more successful and enjoyable life – money, a fantastic relationship, travel, compelling creative pursuits, leisure time, etc. Though most of these spiritual practices are supposed to make your life “better” there is no real solid measurement system for what a betterÂ life is. AndÂ sinceÂ there’s noÂ useful measurement system, it’s difficult to tellÂ if anything is happening or “working” Generally, I’ll only stand on my head reciting the national anthem so many times without results before I’ll stop and go surf the web.
Furthermore, if something does “happen” and life gets “better” then it’s hard to tell whether it’sÂ just been a good day, or if you’re magically creating your reality. Pretty muchÂ the only way to tell if things are getting better is if they are getting better consistently. However, most of the time external things don’t get better all that fast and it’s hard to notice subtle changes over time – like noticing your hair growing until it just seems longer or weight loss until you just seem thinner.
With the process, there is a useful measurement system, one that provides the ability to know if you are getting results whenever you apply it. The brilliance of it is it’s an internal measurement system, like the Abraham-Hicks emotional guidance system but unlike that this is focused on transforming (or draining) emotions of their power and thus reclaiming it, instead of shifting theÂ emotion altogether, which isÂ as useful as saying “don’t think of a pink elephant” or “stop being so angry”
If you feel better about the thing that gave you discomfort (a bill, a twinge of jealousy, or the aformentioned unfavorable conversation) after applying the process then it worked. I have tried this on numerous things so far. I’ve been applying the process around 10-20 times per day. It takes only about 60 seconds and I’ve done it while doing other stuff, such as driving, working out, or talking to someone else. Subjects of discomfort include traffic, relationship dissatisfaction, guilt, embarassment, past hurts, lack of money, lack of self esteem, feeling like I should do something when I don’t want to, and many more.
After applying the process, almost unequivocally the feeling I have is one of incredible well being, even when thinking about the thing that previously gave me discomfort. It’s not euphoria, but something more subdued and constant.Â This is a rather odd phenomenon. Imagine having a fear of heights and then all of a sudden appreciating the fear as an aspect of your limited self while feeling completely benevolent towards it. This has happened with me for even incredibly painful memories and sensations. Not, however, pain itself. I have not transcended pain like an Indian swami, but it did offer me a little relief from a toothache. When the process didn’t work, it still relieved some of the intensity of the emotion. I’m still not happy about not having money, but I’m not incredibly worried like before.
Most times when I apply it, it’s precursor isÂ an external trigger, but thankfully I’mÂ usually in aÂ private situationÂ where I have some time to apply the process. For instance when I looked at aÂ picture of an attractive woman in a magazine and felt loss or yearning. Less often have I used the process while out and about or in the company of others.Â People would generally think I was nuts if I was to say out loud the statements of the process so I relegate it to my thoughts. This hasn’t lessened the effect however, except when reclaiming power it’s helpful for me to sayÂ out loud with force “I reclaim my power NOW” to improve my conviction and belief in the statement. Especially right now since this is all so new and my conviction is shaky at best.
I’ve already begun to see results in emotional stability and lessÂ worrying thoughts plague me in my downtime (when I’m not enthralled with something like a book, writing, working,Â or talking with a friend on the phone) On the flipside, I’veÂ felt more intense emotions surface. It’s like they were waiting for me to have the capacity to deal with them. I’ve found myself crying once every couple of days, maybe multiple times a day. But then I apply the process and the sadness goes away. It’s very cathartic.
The reason I’ve been having less negative thoughts is because many stem from the way I thought of the world in Phase 1. But thinking about it in a Phase 2 mindset makes the problem obsolete. For instance, right now I owe someone money and I haven’t worked in a couple months. I’m working now butÂ I still haven’t been paid, andÂ the guilt I feel for not paying them is heavy and only increases in pressure over time. However, in Phase 2, I’m the only one creating this hologramÂ so I’m feeling bad about not paying myself, which doesn’t make any sense. If IÂ went through a day and didn’t pay myself money (whatever that means) I would not care at all. I certainly wouldn’t lose sleep over it.
Another example is the feature film above that I left unfinishedÂ in California. Usually when I don’t complete something I feel like a failure, and this is no different. In Phase 2 however, the whole projectÂ can be viewed asÂ simply an illusion that I wanted to play with at the time. Now I don’t feel compelled to work on it and would rather do other things with my life. After all,Â a board game that I bought and enjoyed playing doesn’t becomeÂ a cause for alarmÂ when it sits on a shelf.
Actually most of my behaviors stem from belief structure embeddedÂ in Phase 1. I check my email religously when in fact it doesn’t exist. I worry about what others think of me, though I created them. I don’t want to spend money for fear of not being able to get more, even though money is as intrinsic to my true expanded self as a head is to a body and its’ supply is unlimited.
And here’s the biggy. I began studying the law of attraction because I wanted to live an extraordinary life like a movie star billionaire astronaut. Now that I’m embarking on this journey I realize that my sole motivator for my unending spiritual quest is simply a falsitude of the Phase 1 experience. This is not to say that myÂ dreams are null and void, but merely that proactively trying to change the hologram to reflectÂ my dreams is completely futile.Â It’s like trying to shave the mirror to get rid ofÂ a beard. They say your expanded self (the infinite part of you) knows what’s best for you. Leaving life to unfold is taking a tremendous amount of faith but it’s nice feeling like I don’t have to push the “do do do” boulder up the mountain of lifeÂ anymore. All in all, I believe this is the real deal.
Results in the Hologram
The amount of work that I have has drastically increased for the moment.
Last week I may have secured a job in video at a corporate facility that allows me to travel.
The same corporate facility (where I was catering) sent all of us home with free boxes (like $300 worth) of ice cream because they needed to clear out their fridges, twice. I’ve also received a platter of sandwiches from my job and many drinks from a Starbucks vendor there for free (because they didn’t want to take them downstairs)
I saw three sunbows (rainbow without rain) yesterday inside, and one today in the sky. I’ve only seen one before in my life.
Today I was being fitted for tuxedo pants, and they claimed I was a 34 waist 34 length. I’ve been a 32 34 since I was fifteen and it’s beenÂ very diffcultÂ to find pants. I’ve been trying to gain weight and it’s finally working! And now I can find pants too!